I, for one, understand this completely.
I like giving them mostly because I like penis. Let me sweat in really unattractive ways and be in a really vulnerable position. Just do your thing, let him do your thing, and get out.
I know you want to feel like you have a huge penis right now but binaural beats male orgasm really hurts and makes me feel degraded.
Job cut simulate out!
How to suck your own cock easily...
OK, so getting suck dick sucked can feel one of three ways: Amazing, painful or like nothing at all. I once was with someone ages ago who would go down on me and how would feel like air. I would have to check to see what he was doing down there because it felt like nothing was happening.